Yeah, I know, I'm late on this one but who cares. It has been another roller coaster of a week and it doesn't stop!
I have to admit. I'm seeing RESULTS!!!
I'm not as toned as I thought I would be by now except on my legs but I do see results.
I'm losing weight!!
My clothes are starting to fit better.
My energy is higher.
I'm eating better.
I'm loving the way that I'm feeling.
There have been hard days, I'm not going to lie.
Like the day where I was just so hungry that I bought fried chicken and mac n cheese from Winn Dixie because the craving was so intense.
But I am allowed to have a craving and give in to it every once in a while.
As long as it is not every day.
This is not an easy journey but one that I am determined to make.
Even if I pass the 12 weeks - I don't care how long it takes.
Its my journey and my fight for a better me and for my children.
I'm still battling with the anxiety and mood changes.
There are days where I'm go-go-go, happy-happy-happy.
And there are days where I just curl up into a ball and watch TV and cry.
Those are fewer than usual but still there.
Those are the days that are harder to get up and move but I have to force myself.
After I do I'm feeling better.
I'm doing better.
That's all I can say.
That's all I can hope for right now.
One day at a time!