Getting back into the swing of things is not easy.
Being single is not easy.
I am so used to having someone around - someone to talk to and spend time with.
Now, well, that's not the case.
I'm getting used to being me, on my own, and the silence.
I don't like the silence or the solitude.
I know some people like to be alone and seek the silence whenever possible but to be honest, that is not me.
I need something to do, people to be with, I need friendships, companionship, the sound and noise.
This is taking a lot of getting used to.
I'm doing my best to get out there and have fun but honestly, I just can't wait to get back home.
Even though living in paradise is amazing, I need to go back home and be closer to my children, closer to my family, and closer to my friends.
That is what I am working on now - that is what I am focusing on - trying to cut through the silence to get back to the noise.
I can at least fill up your silence with a few words--you'll have to read them out loud though. It's good to get back to the noise, but take the time to learn to enjoy the silence as well. Never forget that you still have family and plenty of friends in your silence. It's good to know peace in both instances.
ReplyDeleteI hope things get better for you. I happen to love the silence and solitude--but I couldn't handle it for hours on end.
ReplyDeleteThere was a time in my life when I was nothing short of a single, hot, mess. I found the one thing that always centered me was to go for a run. It was the time I appreciated the quite and solitude the most.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, friend. I know things will work themselves out for the best.
Hugs!!
I hope you find your way back to the love and noise. You can always text/call me if you need!
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