Hey everyone! I know I haven't posted in a while...still trying to figure things out.
Getting back into the swing of things is not easy.
Being single is not easy.
I am so used to having someone around - someone to talk to and spend time with.
Now, well, that's not the case.
I'm getting used to being me, on my own, and the silence.
I don't like the silence or the solitude.
I know some people like to be alone and seek the silence whenever possible but to be honest, that is not me.
I need something to do, people to be with, I need friendships, companionship, the sound and noise.
This is taking a lot of getting used to.
I'm doing my best to get out there and have fun but honestly, I just can't wait to get back home.
Even though living in paradise is amazing, I need to go back home and be closer to my children, closer to my family, and closer to my friends.
That is what I am working on now - that is what I am focusing on - trying to cut through the silence to get back to the noise.